Words

Well I am going to talk about something and I don't want anyone to take affiance to it though! Well ok so I say this out of love for maybe you if you think about it but maybe its just me I don't know really well ok here it is well we all may now this but sometimes its good to be reminded.
But you now what we all face day to day issues and struggles but when you speck we need to watch our tongues what we say to people our friends even because we all know but words can really hurt someone so you have to speck encouraging words to one another. I don't want you to think that I have never said something hurtful because I probably have said something to someone that was not nice and I know that I am not in anyway shape or form perfect not saying that I saying I am just saying this to me and that we all need to watch what we say but if you are one of those people who are blunt about whatever then you need to think before you say it is this going to hurt some them or is it going to be something that can encourage them. so from now on I am going to use my filter before I say it out loud so you all can do the same use your word filter before you say it out loud.
So if you have said something or someone said somethin to you then just forgive them as what God would do and move past it. It is what i learned to do lately

Hope everyone has a great Wednesday

Moving Weekend, Part 2

Well ok so As I said in my last blog about that I was moving. Well I started moving stuff Thursday and Then as I got off I went strait to my old house and and had to step back and ask myself were in the world Lord should I begin at so I lethally had to breath and so I begin in my Guest bedroom and started packing everything loading everything in my car and then came back and did my kitchen and got it all to the house and then I organized everything in that area then my friend Katie called me up and asked me well what I was doing and well told her  and she said if I wanted a break to come over and hang out with them and her 2 boys so I said I might let me finish this and I let u know in a few so I asked my self again do I want to keep going or do I want a break and come back and work more on getting the box's packed up and what not so I called her back and said i was going to come over for awhile. But o how I needed my Katie time and a break well after I lefted her house it was almost midnight I got home and I packed up what I could pack up in boxes and and then I got ready for bed and that is were this exhausted gal did was to bed I went lol.... Well I slept really good and well so the 1st time in a while I slept past 9 am I woke up about 9:45am and got up did my coffee and what not and started moving the rest o boy we finally get to start moving the big stuff fun stuff right? Yet not really! Well so my boyfriend had came and helped us and I was trying to put stuff away and laundry had to be done too and had to do my cloths was the main thing all my cloths so got that done and and it was already 5 pm by that time and so Mark (my boyfriend) had asked me if I wanted to go do something tonight and take a break haha that is funny to me in my mind I was really thinking can I Just twitch my nose and the unpacking will all be done We wish right? But I realized he was there and I did need to take a break and spend time with him so I said ya and I jumped in the shower and got ready and we went and spent time together which was really nice time and then cam home and went to bed and got up and started my day out right going to Gods house (church) it was so nice to be able to go to church and her Gods word and have Mark come with me also well Then after we went to lunch with my friend Nicole and one of he friends it was so nice to go with them and set there and chat and laugh it was good times and well so my story goes on Sunday after lunch I having the hardest time deciding on which one to do either go home and do the house or go to my friends Stephanie's and relax on God's day. so that is what i did was relax instead lol and it was nice o how much I love all my friends that I get to go do that kinda of stuff with... But over all I had nothing break so far well I take that back I broke something trying to pack it Fri used to be my Grandmas it was a cross with an angel an it it was just a decoration but still it kinda meant something to me but o well I have other things of hers... But other then that nothing broke and no one got hurt and everything went great!!! God thank you so much for everything family to help and friends and my boyfriend Thank you sweetheart for helping and getting to spend time with me!!!

That was my weekend hope you all had a great weekend! and great Monday to you all!!!!!

Moving weekend Part 1

Ok so If you have ever moved any were even a couple blocks away you all now what its like to have to call and get everything switched over to the new place and then having everything shut off by so many days after you get moved out. Well I Thought that I was going to be moving next weekend o no it got moved up to this weekend lol no big deal right? Well i had to rush around and call all the Water, Electric, Cable, Gas, internet companies and have them switch it all over today.. Moving is hectic at times and now I gotta go home pack all my kitchen and bathroom stuff and get all my cloths and everything that's in the closet so lets say I have a very very busy evening a head of me its going to be so much fun and then finish up tomorrow and then clean the house and give away my keys to the landlord but o is it alot to get moved you got to pack it all up and move it all then unpack it all and all that good stuff but as I look at it God has blessed me with were I have been living at and were I am going to be living at until this time maybe I want to by a house or what ever I don't know yet lol. But God is good , that is all I gotta say lets just pray no one breaks nothing or and I wont be paying for it later with my back lol 

My Loving Parents

Ok everyone I told u about my sisters and nieces and nephew and some family now I am going to tell u about my loving  parents step and real because  if it wasn't for any of them I wouldn't be were I am at today in my life. Ok well like most people my parents got divorced when I was Really young, And my mom and dad got remarried to different people of course lol. But i not saying that I don't have good relationships with my step parents because all in all I really have a really great relationship with all them god has blessed me with great parents and step parents I couldn't have for any one better then them. but let me tell you alittle about them My mother name is Mary and she is married to a wonderful man named Tracy and they live in what I call because i know it as  "The Fort" which is Fort Smith and when I lived there they have done alot for me I mean alot they put up with me for one. hahaha As i have told u in my very 1st blog that i used to do the partying stage well I was never really home so they put up with me and all my crap that I put them through and I love them dearly. You want to know something when I lived with them me and my mother used to get in to it about little things, but now that i moved out and away we take every day and we get along just great. And I love it and something else too this one is kinda bad on my part though. But I hardly ever talked to my dad once I got my car and own cell phone but now that I moved here I am more closer to my dad and step mom its great they have done so much for me in i mean they moved me here put me in my own place and helped me get back on my feet and they have helped me get out of debt well all except my school loan for college but that is always normally a given when u go to school but well I love that feeling not having any credit card and etc...  debt to have to worry about that is so awesome feeling but God was also in that to! Anyway My dad and step mom helped me in so many ways i cant even begin to say how much I really appreciate all for of them like I said if it was not for them i would be in jail or living on the streets or something i would not be here were I am at in my life so THANK YOU MOM AND TRACY AND DAD AND KELLY! I Love You all very much.
And now that you now about my parents I also have a half Brother Colton he is 16 years old and then I have a step sister Kelsey she is 22 years old in March. They are on my dads and step moms I love them. even though my Brother gets on my nerves I still love him anyway.   

Life with sisters and my nieces

Well ok alittle more about me and my sisters! Ok were shall I begin at! Well I guess I will start here, I have one real sister Shannon who will be 29 in August, she has three girls who are, Justice 11 going on 12 years old in August, and Faith 9 going on 10 yrs old in April,  and Cherish 4 going on 5 in August, and then I have two older step-sisters, 1 is 27 Cassy and has a little girl Grace who Just turned 7 yrs old  and then my other step sister Hidie will be 31 in December and she has a baby boy Dylan who is almost 6 months old  this coming Saturday. I tell you what though kids grow up way to fast. They are my babies though and I love them lots. I actually went up and surprised all 4 of my nieces this past weekend and o they were surprised, and we all had a busy day sat doing Grace's Birthday party we went to a place were all they had in side was bonce a rounds all kinds of them. and then we went and eat and then went back to my moms and had cake and she opened her presents anyway she had a good birthday and I had a good time seeing them and my family but I tell u what when I went to leave Justice tried to claim in the car with me and Cherish cried when I had to leave and they all wanted to come back with me but then I was told by my mom this summer they all get to come stay a week with me and they were excited... I glad they will get to do that I get to spend more time with them then. But anyway that is alittle more about my family.
Well any way when I moved here in Melbourne it was really really different for me because I came from a town were u could find something to do and it was way bigger then then here were Melbourne is about half the size of were I came from but its hard not being able to see my nieces and now nephew when ever i want to. They all are growing up to fast I miss them and love them so much.

                             "This is Justice with baby Dylan (above on the left) And Faith (above on the right)"  


                                 
                             "This is Grace with her money cake"                          "This is cherish"               

Love

Ok so I am still learning things in life we all do no matter what age you are we all learn something new everyday. Well I am learning how to love some one again, but when I say that it does not mean I never knew who it just means that i have been hurt so much in my past by guys and there stupidy and just them in general lol, but when God brought me the guy that I am with now I believe he brought us together for a purpose and what that is I am not 100 % sure yet.(But I mean is God is revealing it to me slowly why) But I think in some way form and fashion he brought us together so I could learn some things and let some one in my life. Know I have had some walls built up for along time because of being hurt so much by guys but we all make mistakes and I have had my far sure of them and so don't you start judging me for mine. The only person who can judge any one of us is our God and savior. But enough of that for some reason these verse keeps coming to my mind (the one below) 

So you may be asking why is she saying all this well I am saying all this for a reason is that as I fall in love with God again everyday i am also falling in love with my boyfriend (Mark)... I really am and no one can take that away from me that is that so amazingly good. I mean he is a Christian and goes to church and has a job and has goals and just everything about him I falling for him harder everyday But I just want to give God all the praise for what he has given me and has taken away in my life. I mean it really cant get better then what and who I have in it and with the church family that I have.

                                      THANK YOU LORD FOR MY LIFE!  

Just because

       So yesterday about 45 mins be for time to go home from work my dad says he be right back and ( remind ya or for those of who don't know i work kinda for my dad ) Well any way he comes back about 20 mins later and brings me this stuff for Valentines Day. My dad is one of the best dads in the world. I love you daddy hey don't be haten bc my dad gave me something i thought that was really sweet of him to do that. 

        And then I am on my way to Salem about 30 mins away to look at this couch....and my dad calls me to tell me that I have some beautiful Roses and stuff at his house. They had my works address on it but they got delivered to his house instead lol... So I get back from Salem and go to his house and u will never guess who they were from. They were from my Sweetheart boyfriend Mark he sent me some very gorgeous pink roses with a balloon attached to it awe I was so surprised by them and I thought I have one of the sweetest boyfriends around here. He is so sweet, the church i been going to had a couples Valentines thing the youth were raising money to go to camp this summer so they did desserts and it was really special we watched the new movie "Courageous" O it was soo sooo good. and we did that and then we went to Walmart of all places lol then went home it was such a special evening 

    

So that's how i spent my Valentines evening and i wanted to share all that with you all so if u have not yet seen that movie you need to go see it be ready to laugh and cry because i totally did and now i so want to own that movie. here is a sneak pick if u haven't seen it yet  

                                                 

Cold and then Snow

   Good morning everyone hope you all had a fantastic and blessed weekend? i know i had a great weekend even though i had kiddos it still was a good kinda relaxing weekend at the same time but it was also a cold weekend. 
    Well its another cold cold day here were i live and now i am seeing all this snow schools are closed here and surrounding schools too and just setting here watching the snow come down and lol actually sticking to the ground. And that all makes me want to go home and crawl on to the couch and watch movies and not go out in this cold weather but then again it also makes me want to go home and bundle up and go out side and play in the snow too but i cant go home right now and do all that wish I could but that isn't going to happen just yet maybe later but not now :(  darn it.... 
 But why o why can we not get a snow day like the school and college people do i mean we work and work just as hard as they do some people even work harder then some like people who work for concentration company's or railroad workers or pipelining. so again I ask Why do we not get snow days hello we want some to we all deserve them to. O well the lord is good to use i thankful i have a job and thankful for what I do have Thank you Lord for that.


           These few pictures is what happens with in an hr at work from 9 am to 11 am 

"This is what i was seeing at work about 9 o'clock this morning"

"This is what I was seeing now 10:15 am about hr later at work" 

"This is what i am seeing at 11:00 AM an hr later at work"

Walmart and kiddos

Ok so I went to Walmart tonight to do grocery shopping and took my best friends 3 kiddos with me lol was that a hand ful lol and ended up spending a good price for groceries 60 something dollars lol they were good but I don't know quite yet if I myself could do it agian lol I know kids are hand ful I done it more then enough times with my nieces but o my I for got what a chore it was lol o well I love those kiddos with all my heart and love my best friend too she is like family glad they get to spend time with me though... But I have to say how it makes me miss my nieces and nephew o so much... Taking them to church in the morning and going to be another good day but also a very cold day I so love my life thank God for my friends and family!

Valentine's Day

       Well that big day were you want to be with that special someone, and if you don't have anyone to share the evening with I know how bad it stinks to be alone. But as for me I have to say I have me a special someone we been dating for a month on Valentine's day. I know I know what your saying that's not long enough to be serious I not saying we are serious yet I just saying he makes me happier then any other guy has ever made me he is a great guy he works hard for what he has and he is a Christian and he is a great guy. I think God brought us together for a reason and he is just what I need in a man.
            But if you have someone to share Valentine's day with and your the girl trying.g to look for the guy something you are searching and trying to come up with some kind of idea what to do for him. Why is it so hard to by for guys? Especially on this one day! Arg!
           But for us woman are easy we liked to be romanced and surprised, well at least I do anyway, flowers and chocolates or whatever comes to your minds. But for guys what do u get them for Valentines day its only 4 days away ahhh....

                                            

And this is my college football time that i will support 

                                "Lets Go Hogs Lets Go"  "WOO PIG SOOIE"

My Life As I Know It

    Well let me just begin by saying for those of you who don’t really know me.  I’ve lived in Melbourne Arkansas for only a little over 3 years now.  I moved here from Fort Smith Arkansas and it was a big change for me. I used to be 7 nights a week and really late, in the bars and partying it up like young people do.   Well I had lost my day job working at a daycare there but I was working two jobs before that happened.  I also worked at JC Penny’s part time, my daycare job was full time so I was a very busy woman working two jobs plus as I said,  I was doing the bar scene & all that.

    I believe that God took my full time job away from me for a good reason and that reason is to move me away from all my friends there and make me realize that I needed to get my butt back into church and start living for him again so my dad called me up one day and asked me if I wanted to work here in Melbourne and live here too. Well that was going to be hard for me at first I had to really think about it, because to me that meant I was leaving my friends and my family which I get to them later.  I talked to people I knew and gave it a lot of thought.  I called my dad up the next day and gave him a yes I would move here. So told him I will give my two weeks notice at my current job at JC Penny’s.  So I did and two weeks from that Sunday I moved away from my mom and all my friends and family there.

    Well so my Journey began in a new town and a smaller place then I was used to but I really didn’t have any friends here I knew no one except my dad and my step mom and my brother. But after the first week of working and getting to know people my step mom and dad friends had a daughter my age, yay me, so we started hanging out and everything and time went on and everything well around Christmas time came around and I was planning to go back home to see family for the holidays and well I had no dependable car so my now ex boyfriend told me to take his Camro so I did and I got to go see all my family on my mom’s side for the holidays I was happy but before that there was something in me that was telling me that I needed to get back in to church and live right and stop looking in all the wrong places so I went to a few here in town and I liked them but not my cup of tea. And so I went on my phone because it was the only internet that I had at the time lol. Well I googled  Non-Denominational churches in Batesville Arkansas and it brought up the church I am at now.  I looked on their web site and I looked and seen they had something that my church back home had and I found a number and called and left a massage and the next day the pastor called me back and I asked him questions and he gave me answers and I went the next Sunday morning that’s when I had a better car that I could drive more than 10 mins and not have it over heat on me lol. And let’s just say I felt like that was my new home church!

  So the story goes on I got myself back in to church and I got involved in it and helping out with the kiddos and helping out in any way I can I am in a ladies group and meet some really great people in the church they are all a blessing to me they helped me out in so many ways and I love them all. I have learned so much along the way.  God is so good I give him the praise that he deserves.