Ok, so as I setting here and I am thinking of well alot of things, and this came though my head, you don't know how special that man of mine is to me! He has went above and beyond what he don't ever really have to do for me, and for us in general from day one.
But because I know deep down in my heart he truly is the one that makes me ever so happy and if it weren't well most of u know, for 1st my dad moving me here and giving me this job and then me getting back on my feet again and found a good wonderful church which I love, and then me finding my bestest friend here in Batesville, after long years and then her and her man who actually introduced me to Now my Boyfriend of 2 long wonderful years (that was as of March 16th, 2014).
I really wouldn't know what I do with my self if it wasn't for him who came into my life and showed how a woman is post to be loved like and how it feels, and what true love really feels like, because up and tell the day I meet this man that I am calling mine (Thomas C. Franks Jr.)
I honestly was kinda starting to give up on that before I meet him I was dating all these jerk bags and some nice guys but just wasn't for me!
I really couldn't tell you what true love was, in this life any more, but now that 1. God has helped me see it and showed me and 2. that my man has helped me by showing me how a woman is post to be treated and not played or lied to or any of that mess, and loves me unconditionally, yes we have had our battles along the way and our fights but those battles and fights have made us stronger in our relationship with each other and made our love grow more for one another!
And yes He travels on the road alot and yes its hard and it never gets easier but God is the one that helps me though it gets me to to when I can see him again, And yes there are the times I have to leave him or he leaves me when he pulls or when I pull away is when I want to cry and there is times I balled my eyes out! but like I said I have had the Help of God along the way and still have his help!
As I am setting here thinking of all this and writing this I just Have to really just thank my Lord for giving me and putting me were I am at today if it wasn't for him I would still be in Fort smith in the bars 7 nights a week and not living for God., and wouldn't have such a great me to be loved by or one to love on! for all that it is worth i just gonna say thanks to the Lord and really am blessed to have such a wonderful man in my life! and for what it is also worth want to thank that wonderful man of mine for everything he has ever done and still doing for me and for giving me unconditional love to me and never giving up on me when I been at my lowest and worst point in my life time! You my love of my life mean more to me then any thing, (you all should now what I mean by that know what I mean by that) no one can take the place of my dad or my nieces and nephews and family, for those who are not sure
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| This is our very 1st picture together |
Well guess that about sums it up on this so hope you all have a wonderful rest of this Wednesday,
